Misunderstanding Alanis

Ok, so I began blogging on Confessionsofasinglemormon girl.blogspot.com, have been blogging there under the pen name Bridget for a good part of a year. My friend ,who blogged under pen name Kris thought it would be a great idea to start a blog documenting the ups and downs of being a single mormon girl. Thank you Kris for asking me to be a part of that blog..i have graduated to my own, felt the need to branch off and reveal who I really am...not Bridget, but Jen. Single girl in California...single mormon girl...does that however define who I am? In many ways yes. Being part of a large church that values above all families...to be on your own...figuratively and sometimes literally,without a family...makes it hard to define who I am without defining who I'm not...a wife and a mother...However, when I moved back to my Native California...almost three years ago..i did so at the urgings of a very strong spiritual beckoning... an answer and confirmation to prayers came through an Alanis Morrisette song..don't laugh... and the kicker is as I look up the words just now, to the song I was listening to and thought was speaking just to me...I realize..wouldn't you know it...the words I thought she said "the need to liberate" (which is exactly what this sister needed to do)..is in actuality, in Alanis' words "I need a moment to deliberate"...well the rest is history..Jen felt the spirit, even though she couldn't tell what the Hell Alanis was saying. God works in mysterious ways...California was and is the perfect place for me to learn how to liberate..from the labels I put on myself, for the boundaries that I myself place in front of me, and the glass ceiling I am so comfortable about having right above me..i have actually been known to windex that glass ceiling...its a new year...and almost three years after I misunderstood Alanis, I am in exactly the right place, liberating before your eyes....